Tuesday, October 13, 2009

wish me sweetdreams

i've been having nightmares..
it suckkkkkk!

what are they suppose to mean?

once last week,
i slept in the evening..
forgotten to on the night light..
and then i had nightmare
it feels soooo horrible until i jerked awake..
with tears already at the corner of my eyes.
and my room was dark.
for a few minutes i just tried to control my breathing while the tears flowww.

i felt better after talking to my dad..

i hate to wake up in darkness
it suffocates me
and
reminds me of things..

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and just now..
i took a nap b4 dinner..
shiat,
i had nightmares again
and it woke mi up..
i couldnt remember wad.. i just noe it was a very not pleasant dream..
i told myself, its just a nightmare.
and then back to slp.

haizz
whyyyy?

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